Wednesday, June 3, 2009

The Post

I am virtually at my limit with anxiety. Medicine does not help. I have sickness of spirit that only God can heal. I pray God heals me. I do not know my purpose. I am filled with self contempt. My attempts to truly connect with God have not been good enough or effective. I feel bad. Really bad and I'am sorry to all I have hurt and disappointed. Please know that I know you love me. Like the the cliche, "its not you, its me"